Sunday, December 19, 2010

The heart drops with every load
A surcharge of no impact
It's cautious and timid and very
reflexive

I wait for you on the line
Are you calling?

I'm still here
But I'm calling
and I'm still here
In this madness
Surreal madness

I've given everything to you
And my truths are telling
Come watch as I dangle
Like fruits on the table

So savor
But please come
My web host of lusting
This severance is what counts
My Harley
My Hunting
This cryptic way of telling me you're boring and cultured

I will not be the last to know
I'm swimming in circles
And you gave me the fins to feel

I'm drifting over time
In a white hot desert cooled by midnight skies
I'm standing and chilled on a dune
Waiting for you in this tension
I cannot recall the agreement
But if this is the right time
I will implode and make up for all your trouble

I love you
I do
If this was to be so easy
I would almost have it almost

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Tonight I come clean and write out a list
Because you both know my name

We are both the same and we are both
kidding ourselves

We are a picture book and we are both
to blame

I want nothing more than to be myself
I want nothing more than to reset

If time is a living beast we must fall in love with
We must be bitterly disappointed
And surprisingly joyous
And oblivious

For something so sweet, tangy and true
I'm sorry, but I can not offer this to you

My mind is made up
My heart is in gear

I choose you, Pikachu.

Friday, December 10, 2010

My flesh is currency for the cerebral battle
I feel them fighting
Punching and kicking my head

All I need is your touch instead
All I need is your touch instead

* * *

My superego died when I was a kid
And now the ego
And now the ego
Ha ha
Is dead

I'm coming over
I'm coming over
I'm coming over

Thursday, December 09, 2010

I've been infected by a welcomed pest
And I persist destructively
To something I only know how to do quite naturally
Muscle memory is hungry

Love doesn't come often enough
Silly and confusing is my offered trust
Will I grow through another mend?
Or will I go back to my bed?

Serenade me back to the moonlit canal
Dragonflies and croaking lullabies
Can you erase me?
Or replace me?
I'll take you back to my secret spot
Propose to you what I've thought
Will you chase me?
Love and taste me?

Love doesn't come often enough
Silly and confusing is my offered trust
Will I grow through another mend?
Or will I go back to my bed?