The heart drops with every load

A surcharge of no impact

It's cautious and timid and very

reflexive

I wait for you on the line

Are you calling?

I'm still here

But I'm calling

and I'm still here

In this madness

Surreal madness

I've given everything to you

And my truths are telling

Come watch as I dangle

Like fruits on the table

So savor

But please come

My web host of lusting

This severance is what counts

My Harley

My Hunting

This cryptic way of telling me you're boring and cultured

I will not be the last to know

I'm swimming in circles

And you gave me the fins to feel

I'm drifting over time

In a white hot desert cooled by midnight skies

I'm standing and chilled on a dune

Waiting for you in this tension

I cannot recall the agreement

But if this is the right time

I will implode and make up for all your trouble

I love you

I do

If this was to be so easy

I would almost have it almost

Tonight I come clean and write out a list

Because you both know my name

We are both the same and we are both

kidding ourselves

We are a picture book and we are both

to blame

I want nothing more than to be myself

I want nothing more than to reset

If time is a living beast we must fall in love with

We must be bitterly disappointed

And surprisingly joyous

And oblivious

For something so sweet, tangy and true

I'm sorry, but I can not offer this to you

My mind is made up

My heart is in gear

I choose you, Pikachu.

My flesh is currency for the cerebral battle
I feel them fighting
Punching and kicking my head

All I need is your touch instead
All I need is your touch instead

* * *

My superego died when I was a kid
And now the ego
And now the ego
Ha ha
Is dead

I'm coming over
I'm coming over
I'm coming over

I've been infected by a welcomed pest
And I persist destructively
To something I only know how to do quite naturally
Muscle memory is hungry

Love doesn't come often enough
Silly and confusing is my offered trust
Will I grow through another mend?
Or will I go back to my bed?

Serenade me back to the moonlit canal
Dragonflies and croaking lullabies
Can you erase me?
Or replace me?
I'll take you back to my secret spot
Propose to you what I've thought
Will you chase me?
Love and taste me?

Love doesn't come often enough
Silly and confusing is my offered trust
Will I grow through another mend?
Or will I go back to my bed?